Dec 14, 2005 01:09
SO whats up everybody? its been a while since i posted. I mean actually posted so I thought i would. all ive been doing is mainly working. it sucks but hey thats life. It really a bummer because I havent been able to go to youth group or bible study the last few weeks cause my work needs me. but anyways. i finally got a day off for tomorrow, but not really cause i have 2 finals so..
I've kinda been going through a lot lately. just in my own way. Gods been opening my eyes to things that i never noticed before. Its a tough thing this growing up is. but I know God is walking with me every step of the way. every once and a while i'll have my days where I'll feel completely sorry for myself that the only thing I can do is just hit my knees. I mean who am i to have pity on? if it wasn't for God in me, i would be nothing. but anyways. I just really want to say thanks to everyone whose been praying for me. thank you for helping me when I needed it most, even iif it hurt to hear it. Brandon, Joel, Shawn, you guys truly are my brothers. sorry i didnt mean to make this all wierd or whatever but its just that its hard to find those people who will stick with you through the tough mistakes. So, thank you.