I see through you, the fear that's in your mind
The play starts today.. therefore i have to be back @ the school at 5. Fun. I need to do my chemistry homework & maybe get some sleep. I need sleep.
I'm keeping up my promise to shawn. I ate lunch today, and soup when i got home.. You know that disgusting nauseated feeling you get when you pic out at a bouffet? I have that. But i guess i promised, and i can't really back out because a promise to a friend is important.
I wish i understood feelings. Everyone does, i know, but today my mood has been down for absolutely no reason. It's just everything accumulating in my head again, and seeming 12 times worst. Such as my dad not having a job, and my mom's salary not really being able to cover everything. I think its 2 more months or so, and then we're fucked. I'm being such a teenager lately, really, with the whole guy thing too. And that's alright, because i am one, and its messing with my head.
I'm keeping up my promise to shawn. I ate lunch today, and soup when i got home.. You know that disgusting nauseated feeling you get when you pic out at a bouffet? I have that. But i guess i promised, and i can't really back out because a promise to a friend is important.
I wish i understood feelings. Everyone does, i know, but today my mood has been down for absolutely no reason. It's just everything accumulating in my head again, and seeming 12 times worst. Such as my dad not having a job, and my mom's salary not really being able to cover everything. I think its 2 more months or so, and then we're fucked. I'm being such a teenager lately, really, with the whole guy thing too. And that's alright, because i am one, and its messing with my head.