Ugh...
Sick sick sick sick sick... I am getting off this medication as soon as possible. It makes me so freaking sick...and talk about anxiety...GEEZ!! I can't even make a phone call without having a panic attack first. This is getting really old.
Last year I was convinced that SSI was my ticket out. Nope...it's just not going to happen. I don't know what I'm going to do now. I'm not going to start dreaming about getting the perfect job that won't cause me to have panic attacks every morning, noon and night. I'm fairly certain that's not going to happen either. So, Nicki's future is pretty much up in the air as usual. I'll sit around my parent's house until something magically changes... Or...well...that's pretty much it...I'll sit around my parent's house waiting for something to change. Maybe there's some miracle drug I can try that will make everything better. Nope...that's not going to happen either. Anybody out there work miracles??
Frustration of frustrations...
At least Halloween is coming. Tim and Mel are having a Halloween party. It should be pretty sweet. My costume is a surprise so don't even ask. I'm going to see if Keith can borrow his dad's camera so I can post lots and lots of pictures =c )
Didn't make much sense...but that's all.
Last year I was convinced that SSI was my ticket out. Nope...it's just not going to happen. I don't know what I'm going to do now. I'm not going to start dreaming about getting the perfect job that won't cause me to have panic attacks every morning, noon and night. I'm fairly certain that's not going to happen either. So, Nicki's future is pretty much up in the air as usual. I'll sit around my parent's house until something magically changes... Or...well...that's pretty much it...I'll sit around my parent's house waiting for something to change. Maybe there's some miracle drug I can try that will make everything better. Nope...that's not going to happen either. Anybody out there work miracles??
Frustration of frustrations...
At least Halloween is coming. Tim and Mel are having a Halloween party. It should be pretty sweet. My costume is a surprise so don't even ask. I'm going to see if Keith can borrow his dad's camera so I can post lots and lots of pictures =c )
Didn't make much sense...but that's all.