Contractions Contractions Contractions
good god, I hate always being in so much damn pain. I dont know for sure if these are contractions but im sure the bitches in labor and delivery will tell me later when I go. I already know im going to end up in the hospital again. Im suprised anyone ever sees me anymore because im always in the god damn hospital.
its so fucking tireing. Anyone wanna trade?
Im watching Dr. Keith...haha something about teen mothers and having a cerfew, i honestly dont know whats going on.
Man, today I dont know how I feel today other than Im hurting. Sometimes I feel like Im not there for Nivek as much as I should be. Im always in the hospital always needing extra help or someone to watch him....With the constant medical attention I need I just feel bad for him. I love my little man, I wish we werent in the hosptial all the time though.
Atleast its me and not him, I would die if there was something so wrong with him that we had to be in the hosptial all the time because of him, it would break my heart.
god, i hurt too much to type.
its so fucking tireing. Anyone wanna trade?
Im watching Dr. Keith...haha something about teen mothers and having a cerfew, i honestly dont know whats going on.
Man, today I dont know how I feel today other than Im hurting. Sometimes I feel like Im not there for Nivek as much as I should be. Im always in the hospital always needing extra help or someone to watch him....With the constant medical attention I need I just feel bad for him. I love my little man, I wish we werent in the hosptial all the time though.
Atleast its me and not him, I would die if there was something so wrong with him that we had to be in the hosptial all the time because of him, it would break my heart.
god, i hurt too much to type.