fuck this shi
let me be. let me be alone....elt me cry out in terror. let me be scared for both of us. let me cry all i want, b/c rite now tats all im doin. u talk i cry, its been like tat for a good while. i love u so much eyt its always teh same shit. i jsut want u to be happy with urself. maybe i should jsut forget about him now, just like he wants me too. but i cant, i cant brng myself to do tat. i jus need out again, but this time. im not gonna wind up "happy"