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I don't know how I feel about women's schools. I feel like all the straight girls here are really desperate, and that I'm slowly becoming one of them, and that is the exact opposite of how I expected the girls to be here. When boys are never around you really notice. I also wish you could take more than 4 classes a semester and not die. So it looks like next semester I will take Engineering 260, Physics 117 (because engineering makes me), French something, I don't know what yet, and some writing intensive course. Even then I'm not taking all the courses I should be taking for engineering. I should be taking chemistry right now, and I should be taking computer science next semester. I'm just not ready to give up on the idea. UG!
Doula was nice today; one more class left. Except I don't really like going to doula training. I like the actual training of it, i'm just doing it with my friend at Smith, and her good friend from home who goes to Hampshire. She never wants to include me in anything she does that involves people from home. I don't know why, she is just very protective of that space and I feel left out when I go there, and very much like a third wheel. And she is probably the person I like best here, but that's ok, because I hang out with a lot of people. Well I gots to go do fucking engineering crap. But very soon we are going to start building and that should be cool. Au re voir!
p.s. I hate crapping here. I really do.
Doula was nice today; one more class left. Except I don't really like going to doula training. I like the actual training of it, i'm just doing it with my friend at Smith, and her good friend from home who goes to Hampshire. She never wants to include me in anything she does that involves people from home. I don't know why, she is just very protective of that space and I feel left out when I go there, and very much like a third wheel. And she is probably the person I like best here, but that's ok, because I hang out with a lot of people. Well I gots to go do fucking engineering crap. But very soon we are going to start building and that should be cool. Au re voir!
p.s. I hate crapping here. I really do.