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Signs I'm not quite ready to grow up and maintain this evil work schedule?
I'm starting to get an anxious feeling in my chest like I've forgotten to hand in an assignment. Ri-dic-u-lous since I haven't been at university for about eight months now.
But I've had no time to do anything with my writing for a couple of weeks now and normally I'm at least catching up on reading, sketching chapter skeletons and/or researching original stuff. Normally I'm doing something even if I have writers block. But now ... absolutely nothing. And I'm late with beta duties which is probably why I'm anxious and crabby because I want to get it done.
I can't wait until this month is over. I know it's good to get this much work but it's really not if my nightmares come true and I get stuck in this rut, never thinking about or striving for that dream because I'm mostly thinking about sleep.
I'm starting to get an anxious feeling in my chest like I've forgotten to hand in an assignment. Ri-dic-u-lous since I haven't been at university for about eight months now.
But I've had no time to do anything with my writing for a couple of weeks now and normally I'm at least catching up on reading, sketching chapter skeletons and/or researching original stuff. Normally I'm doing something even if I have writers block. But now ... absolutely nothing. And I'm late with beta duties which is probably why I'm anxious and crabby because I want to get it done.
I can't wait until this month is over. I know it's good to get this much work but it's really not if my nightmares come true and I get stuck in this rut, never thinking about or striving for that dream because I'm mostly thinking about sleep.