Apr 13, 2015 20:45
Here I am in Kenai, AK. Here for aircraft rescue firefighting training that my county job has sent me. Surprising that I have actually gotten the chance to go. It could be the highlight of my job.
but yet
here I am
alone in alaska
mom would be proud
I miss her
I would love to tell her all about this experience.... her birthday is 2 weeks..... man its tough when i stop and get serious about it.
i suppose you could say this is like hour 40 of not smoking...and 5 minutes of not drinking. compensation yet again.
fuck
i wish i could just feel ok. but right now i am bored, lonely, and in alaska.