0181.
I hate myself. I hate everything about me now. I don't deserve anything good. I don't deserve to even be here..
I'm sick. I can gag myself till I die right now, because I feel that bad. My stomach is in knots, I can't even feel.. Except for the feelings taking over my head.
Today has just been the worse.
I've came close to losing a lot of my friends. I've came close to losing my life, if I already haven't.
I can't stop crying. I just wanna go back into time.
The song isn't helping. no one can.
WHY DO I HAVE TO SCREW MY LIFE UP?
I'm sick. I can gag myself till I die right now, because I feel that bad. My stomach is in knots, I can't even feel.. Except for the feelings taking over my head.
Today has just been the worse.
I've came close to losing a lot of my friends. I've came close to losing my life, if I already haven't.
I can't stop crying. I just wanna go back into time.
The song isn't helping. no one can.
WHY DO I HAVE TO SCREW MY LIFE UP?