rapidograph

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wow , i have actually used my trusty, special, brown, .35 rapidogrpah pen so much i rubbed off the trademark and stuff on the side..that's awsome. I love this pen and the red .60 too. People saw that inking is bettwe with a pen + brush, that the line quality is more expressive. I say fuck that, thats more like painting. The drawing in itself is the most important thing. The drawing is expressive, not the lines. The lines constuct the expressiveness. I dont need a thin to fat line, I like the preciseness..the dependibility to that one solid line drawn by the raidograph.

in other news, moved into studio apartment in sw portland. I have no possessions really so its a blank, wooden floored room, with more storage than I need. I need a couch, I want cable but might not get it for $ reasons..this is going to hurt.

I need friends

isnt it insulting to hear someone you are an aquaintence with, invite people on his cell phone to a party at his house, and not invite you. Yet! he is having an art performance on tuesday and mass emailed everyone, and me to go.

I hate people

I got to see the mountan goats, i went alone..ive been being alone a lot. Anyways they were good, they played more newer songs than i would like to hear..but still, i love the music so much, even though i dont care for the portland scene-sters too much

i hate on people to much

but hey its better than feeling nothing.