Sep 28, 2007 18:50
so ive been here in portland for almost 2 months..i have a job at a crappy ritz camera..school has started and i am already my unconfident self..the criticism of my lack of being able to talk about my work hasbegun slightly, as well as my ability to not also write about my work as well..i need to work on this..i need confidence..i need to ask questions and have answers..i know myself very well, thats not a problem, but knowing why i choose to do the art that i do, is not something i have the answer for yet.
god i havent touched a girl since i left nj..im not sure if thats good or not..i prett much just talk to my roomates, michael and andy..smoke pot drink school work ooh yeah.and tv..im glad the fall season is upon me..
im making an animation..ill post it on youtube when im done, i aint never made no animation before..oh yeah im talking to noone..at least im logging this..
made lots of comics..they come easier to me when i dont care about plots and stuff..
i dont think i want to go back to nj.. not that ill stay here..maybe ill end up somewhere else.
the rain season started today..my hairs getting long..luckily lisa still hadmy quick chek hat..i cant imagine she held onto it for 2 years..now it sits above my head, covering my annoying, mildly longish hair.