Waiting
I just sent a follow up thank you email to the operations manager regarding the job at Bonhams. I know they're making a decision this week, so if they were considering someone else I hope they pick me instead!
I am moving my couch to Randolph tomorrow and a couple other things; should be fully moved in by next week! It's a shame the landlord didn't pick my friend to live there...I don't think she even gave them an interview.
I'm feeling anxious otherwise. I think things about whether my job will hire me, if I'm boring or getting boring to my boyfriend (because I'm ready for change myself), although he tells me he loves me. I may have acted a little defensive in front of some girl he used to see yesterday. Oops. I get a little territorial and jealous I guess.
But I'm going to barre after work today, and taking the time for myself the next couple days so...hopefully I can shake the insecurity.