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I do not feel well. I haven't since last night and I am not 100% sure why. Last night I had some hearburn and I had a migraine. I still have a migraine and it is behind my left eye, the same eye that keeps hurting and becoming light sensitive for no reason. It is a bummer. I have only been at work for 40 minutes.
I don't like the person I have been very recently. I don't know exactly what it is, but I feel like I have become... well, lame.
Today is Matt's birthday. It makes me sad that he has already found someone to fill the void in his life and it looks like he is having a better time with her than he ever did with me. No matter how much I feel like I am better than her, she has still won. She can make him happy and I couldn't, no matter how much I tried.
See? Look! I am being lame.
Why do I feel so uneasily ill for no reason?!?!
I don't like the person I have been very recently. I don't know exactly what it is, but I feel like I have become... well, lame.
Today is Matt's birthday. It makes me sad that he has already found someone to fill the void in his life and it looks like he is having a better time with her than he ever did with me. No matter how much I feel like I am better than her, she has still won. She can make him happy and I couldn't, no matter how much I tried.
See? Look! I am being lame.
Why do I feel so uneasily ill for no reason?!?!