akward
so my great g died today... about an hour and a half ago. its really weird. i didnt cry, but my grandma was crying pretty hard. am i a bad person for not crying? or not showing any emotion at all? i dont know how to act. its weird. shes going to be cremated. i dont know when though. *sigh* i just feel akward being around everbody now. and i feel bad that im still going to the movies. btw way, im going to the movies to see harry potter. cant wait, or maybe i can, so confused. i want to get out of the house, and at the same time i really dont want to be around anybody. very strange feelings.