May 03, 2009 15:13
It's so easy to get caught up in every day life and forget about your dreams and goals and what makes you happy. I think that's what is happening to me. Happiness is something that you have to work at because it requires working on looking past all that negativity that the world can bring. I mean just watching the evening news puts me in a bad mood anymore. And 4 years down the road Bobby and I are talking and he tells me that I never smile or laugh anymore. The more I look into it the more I realize that he's right. I don't. I just get so caught up in worrying about bills and changing diapers and the stack of laundry that needs to be folded and put away that's sitting on my bed that I forget to enjoy life a little. I have so much to be happy for a wonderful husband who really does love me. Two little girls who are healthy and beautiful. Who can smile and laugh because they have no cares or worries in the world. A house that is ours. . .
..... and a screaming crying baby . . . : )