I'm looking at me through the glass
Holy hand gernades I can't believe that it's still here. I mean my account on LJ anyhoo, I actually started to post more on myspace and all but I figured that I'd write an entry for those who don't have a myspace page...(John Russel looking in your direction)Plus I'm bored. hehehe Well once I though I knew stupid I was introduced to retarded; I'm talking about beyond Carlos Mencia's De-De-De retarded it's more of a I dunno.. Errr-Derr--Dooo....Dumb (myspace elaborates)I know but I couldn't think of anything else. But overall it's been an ok experience. I miss Florida like crazy and happy as tree friends that UF is both football and basketball champions and everything. I was thinking of throwing a belated celebration party when I get back to the land of the swanee river. I have made some cool friends up here by accident though. They were friends of the main friends I wanted to hang with, but the main friends just fell off the earth. And when those doors closed another opened up. The lessons I gathered in almost a year's time will ultimatly be invalueable through my life. Some hard to chug down and some were sweet like sugar coated taffy. Mmmm taffy. Sorry moving on. One plus was that comming up here was like looking into a mirror. I saw the features in which were disgusting. What's bad is that I though I was ok, but now it's like eww I was like that...and on that note I owe a little brother an apology..John Bove, I'm sorry for treating you like dust on kitchen counter. To be honest with you most of the time when I'm debating of weather to do something or not, I think "what would Bove think about it" and then I decided not to do. What surprised me is how much I would miss going to Bennigans at midnight and mowing on a burger. And I really miss staring at ol big red banner on the living room wall. I guess you never know what you have till time is spent away. However truly I'm sorry for my deplorable actions and I ask for your forgiveness. And that points to the many "quirks" which I need to weed out of my system....Heehee I said weed :) But, I'm gunna need help from those who know me the best. If they will. But sword in hand and shield in another I'm ready to take on the dark creatures from within. I just need the right allies on my side and a tougher mentality....a lot tougher..But for now I must go and rant about the Whoo Has mentioned earlier. So its onto myspace for me.