Nov 18, 2005 09:05
What a day it is on the outside, unfortunatly, I'll be working later on. Today begins a work schedual that I have no Idea how it's gunna affect me...Friday 3-close. Saterday: double shift sunday: double shift. Thats a total of 5, eight hour shifts. Fourty hours total. So, for seventy-two hours I'll be working 40. Do the math and figure thats about 56% of the seventy-two hours. oye! on top of things, Im pretty much back at one with school. I have three credits to get out of SFCC and I have no Idea what I wanna do...again. turns out SFCC no longer has sociology as a major and nor does UF. Grr I say. Grr! I need to register for a class and theres a class that supposly helps you decide a carrer path and all so I'm thinking about taking that, but the most important question is, then what. Advisement is as helpful as having an oven in an ice cream store. Or better yet, having and ice cube maker in the artic. The worse part about everything is that Im taking steps and Im moving toward something. Where to? I dunno. Im lost and wandering, its worse than when I wasn't moving at all. Maybe it is time for a change. Though I'm getting better at it, I'd be lying if I said I wasn't still scared a little. Hmmm, maybe if I just keep at it with the right attitude and persistance, things will fall into place; just like other factors in my life. Anyway, I got my bio test results as well as my stats test results which I had to wait a week before getting back...anyway, got an 80 on bio and a 95 on stats. so thats a bit of a booster. Looking foward to the holidays something about this time of year that just seems to call to me. majority of my memories come to me when the weather is a bit nippy and around the holidays. It comes no where near the sublime feeling of my present thoughts though..Now every day begins with a smile and ends with one as well. I cant think abuot what esle to write so I guess Im gunna go and do some homework before work. Drop a holla if you wish. Till then keep your hearts to the moon and Ill see ya later.