Apr 12, 2004 19:29
I dont remember being so f*ckin pissed. i dont understand how im the one to always get screwed over by my friends. i dont get it at all. "Best Friends" my fuckin ass. i'm tired of going all out my way to make other people happy, and try so hard to NOT accept facts, trying to put up reasons for their jerkiness .. when u know that they are jerks in almost every way... and all you get is get smacked in the face in the end by them.It hurts a lot ... specially when it's your bestfriend that you are in love with. and to hear " oh im sorry i love you" to try n make it all better expecting everything to be going peachy the next day like fuckin skipping down the halls n shit ... when you know that if they did love you they wouldnt have fuckin done the things they did and the things they're fuckin doing ... after the 100th time. it's almost like they enjoy seeing u cry ... but who cares right? whatever. It's Alright. it's not gonna matter anymore. that i promise. i fuckin "Nancy Promise" so its cool. no worries. everything is gonna be great.
FUCK THE WORLD.