I'm here
So I created this thing.... because I figure, "Hey I have 2 xanga's and a my space, but that couldn't possibly be enough to get all my emotions out could it?"
I'm a loser your point being...?
Yeah, so here I am. I only know 2 other people who have this though so meh, we'll see how it goes. I don't like writing in things when I don't get comments.
Anyways, camp was amazing. And I want to go back. Today. Now. Forever. I really got more then I expected, which is always how it works at camp. The first week I counseled and my cabin was really clingy that was a challenge for me. I'm not a clingy person, scared of attatchment I guess, but at the same time whenever I'm in a relationship I only want to be by that person so in a way that's a form of being to clingy. Here I go being to deep again.
The second week of camp I camped and at first it didn't really feel like camp to me, I don't know I just felt really lonely but it got buckets better like the 2nd or 3rd day. It really was good for me though. I think it pushed me to step out of my comfort zone like I actually asked other people to do stuff (ie. play card games) I know it's little but if you had any clue as to how anti social I am, maybe it's not anti social, I like the term insecure much better, you'd see what a big step that really is.
And of course, what's a chicks blog without a love interest right? Ok, so I like someone (if you didn't get that already), and I think he likes me but I'm not sure if I think that only because I like him. Or maybe he just realized how antisocial I am and was trying to be nice. I don't know we'll see what happens. I don't want to rush anything and I've decided for once I'll act like a girl and make him tell me or come to me or whatever you would call it.
I'm a loser your point being...?
Yeah, so here I am. I only know 2 other people who have this though so meh, we'll see how it goes. I don't like writing in things when I don't get comments.
Anyways, camp was amazing. And I want to go back. Today. Now. Forever. I really got more then I expected, which is always how it works at camp. The first week I counseled and my cabin was really clingy that was a challenge for me. I'm not a clingy person, scared of attatchment I guess, but at the same time whenever I'm in a relationship I only want to be by that person so in a way that's a form of being to clingy. Here I go being to deep again.
The second week of camp I camped and at first it didn't really feel like camp to me, I don't know I just felt really lonely but it got buckets better like the 2nd or 3rd day. It really was good for me though. I think it pushed me to step out of my comfort zone like I actually asked other people to do stuff (ie. play card games) I know it's little but if you had any clue as to how anti social I am, maybe it's not anti social, I like the term insecure much better, you'd see what a big step that really is.
And of course, what's a chicks blog without a love interest right? Ok, so I like someone (if you didn't get that already), and I think he likes me but I'm not sure if I think that only because I like him. Or maybe he just realized how antisocial I am and was trying to be nice. I don't know we'll see what happens. I don't want to rush anything and I've decided for once I'll act like a girl and make him tell me or come to me or whatever you would call it.