Apr 27, 2007 17:23
I signed up for my SAT's.
Its on june 2nd or 5th.
at 7 in the morning, in milford, Jonthan law or some shit like that.
it makes my tummy hurt.
i have butterflies.
im not going to do good.
last night i started to acually cry over it.
I cant even face the fact that ill be done with school soon, and that life is starting.
i have no idea what to do about college, my future.
all i do is put shit off.
it makes me kinda wanna cry a lot.
Everyone tells me not to worry, they are easy, but tests dont come easy for me.
I cheat on my french test today, i took out my book and opened the page behind his back. watch me still fail.
im going to eat with sam soon.
i need to cash my check, no money for Ewe.
My stupid check engine light went on, i just fixed my car 2 days ago.
it needs to go to edmissions.
it wont pass.
fuck it im done fixing it!