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so yeah.
im going to poland tomarrow.=/
i thought sharing my feelings might help me out a little.
im very pissed at my mother. im very hostil towards her.
i cant seem to get around it.
im really annoyed i have to go.
im being a huge drama queen about going, but it angers me because she knew i didnt want to.
i want to fucking hurt someone or just scream.
wow im a compelete bitch to her but fuck it, she can suck it at the moment.
i need to get in a better mood but i doubt i will.
im not putting forth an effort to get to know any of my polish family. they too can go suck something.
so i know i will live and im just going stupid but its my summer and i have to spend a good chunk of it in poland, with my sister and mother.
fucking kill me.
well this kinda helped i guess.
maybe ill update before i go tomarrow ermm something.
im going to poland tomarrow.=/
i thought sharing my feelings might help me out a little.
im very pissed at my mother. im very hostil towards her.
i cant seem to get around it.
im really annoyed i have to go.
im being a huge drama queen about going, but it angers me because she knew i didnt want to.
i want to fucking hurt someone or just scream.
wow im a compelete bitch to her but fuck it, she can suck it at the moment.
i need to get in a better mood but i doubt i will.
im not putting forth an effort to get to know any of my polish family. they too can go suck something.
so i know i will live and im just going stupid but its my summer and i have to spend a good chunk of it in poland, with my sister and mother.
fucking kill me.
well this kinda helped i guess.
maybe ill update before i go tomarrow ermm something.