This is Emo
Something about my sexual fantasies and dreams of being married one day seem hopless and very surreal. To make a long story short, I'm pathetic, and I can see why someone would not take interest into me. I can't stand it when people compare "love" to movies. You think "When Harry met Sally" or, Some John Cusack movie is what your love life is going to be like?? I can tell you right now that you better invest in a Dildo because that is never going to happen.
Even when i go 110% and out of my way it still is never good enough, apparently I'm just not good enough and is why i'm pathetic because i keep trying even when i've hit the bottom.
Every night I come home from work thinking one day i'll find Her, I have been working for almost 5 years and well.....I'm still home by 10:00 every night, and have my pants down in front of the computer by 10:01. It's not even pathetic, It's straight up sad.
Even when i go 110% and out of my way it still is never good enough, apparently I'm just not good enough and is why i'm pathetic because i keep trying even when i've hit the bottom.
Every night I come home from work thinking one day i'll find Her, I have been working for almost 5 years and well.....I'm still home by 10:00 every night, and have my pants down in front of the computer by 10:01. It's not even pathetic, It's straight up sad.