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kinda wondering if this is what life's gonna be like for the next 4 months/4 years. early morning sinus.. looking at readings.. reaching for more tissue.. stoning.. stretch for that tissue box.. facebook.. more tissue.. time to go for another meeting/lesson. zzzzzzzzzzzz.
and i guess LD relationships are hard not cause you don't love the person anymore or that you grow distant (at least not now not here) but its hard cause the person just isn't there. and you worry what's happening and how things will be like when the person's back. im worried that for a long long time that person isn't around. so you get used to life without that person physically being there and you have a new life timetable. and then the person comes back. which is a good thing. but you get a new life timetable.. which generally would revolve around said person. but after awhile the person leaves again. there's just too much of a constant upheaval. don't know.
1 week 3 days down. =)
whatever chipper means. =S
edit: i want to watch my pretty boys live in concert. they performed at hollywood bowl. *takes knife and stabs self*