blue pill, getting dragged around by alex
i was driving with ajax in the fount seat. she was acting kinda strange, more nevus than normal. she wasn't calming down no matter what i said to her. so i pulled over and searched through my bag. i found a little blue pill. she said it would make her feel betting if i took it. i shrugged and swallowed. the pill had an x on one side and what looked like two squinted eyes on the other. i didn't feel anything. we drove to school where we went to her studio. it wasn't the studio, when she unlocked the door loud music started to poor out. she said that some people were coming to look at the work she had done. when we walked in it was like a night club. i started to freak and i couldn't find ajax. i was searching for people i knew but i was lost in a sea of faces that didn't click with any memory. alex pushed me from behind saying "boo!" i got pissy with him because i don't like being scared, he was wearing a red shirt and i realized i was in all black, he told me i looked depressing and the lights started to bend. i told him that i had taken a pill for ajax and he didn't understand. he took my hand and led me out of the club. outside we were in a parking lot, the one from the ralphs in westwood. alph, mike marrone, and some girl who looked like a trashed, pimpled, and slutty christina agulara (when she had bad bleach blond hair with black underneath) were standing outside with cigarettes that were impossibly long. alex gave me a smoke that i couldn't light because my arms weren't long enough. i figured the girl was mikes new lady and she started talking to me about a mall they just built in new jersey, i wasn't very interested but i nodded and smiled along. she seemed nice enough. alex grabbed my hand again and was leading me away from the group. as they where standing confused as to why we were running off in the middle of a conversation i got upset. "why are you dragging me away?!" i said to him. he stopped, and we were in the middle of a street with nothing around us but some fog and an orange glow from street lamps around us. he looked at me then at his feet. "don't you know" he said. "what?" i said in a sarcastic tone. "your not looking at me, look at the things around you. what aren't you seeing? theres something you keep missing...". he was cut off in the middle of the sentence by my alarm.