I'm....well.... *sigh*
I'm at the mid-point of my vacation, and, to tell you the truth, I'm already starting to miss it. It's one of those depression-IwishIdidn'thavetoleavebecauseIwannastay kinda feelings, yet...I miss that special someone back, there. So it's like a double sided-sword.
LJ, why can't you make things better for me? ... Well, I really haven't really thought about things very deeply for quite some time now... I just want to reminisce about the things I've done, the mistakes I've learned from, the fun and bad times I've gone through, it's just...really hard to concentrate these days. I don't get it. What used to be so easy for me, has become one of the hardest things to do.
Well, then again, admitting that is a start. To realized that you have a problem, or at least, that you know something is "wrong" ...no matter how "wrong" it may be. Am I making any sense? Maybe not. *shrugs* It'll make sense to me some how.
So yeah, I just really miss a lot of people right now. I can't say I'm sad though. I'm happy, because I know there are people out there that really do miss me. Hm...it feels weird I guess. I'm just not used to it. Hehe. Go me.
Wow, I'm just rambling now. Well, that's what a journal is for I s'pose. =) thanks LJ...you've been there through thick and thin. Thanks to those who also actually take the time to read my entries still. And thanks to my ... nvm, let's just keep it at that.
Cheers.
~Angelo
LJ, why can't you make things better for me? ... Well, I really haven't really thought about things very deeply for quite some time now... I just want to reminisce about the things I've done, the mistakes I've learned from, the fun and bad times I've gone through, it's just...really hard to concentrate these days. I don't get it. What used to be so easy for me, has become one of the hardest things to do.
Well, then again, admitting that is a start. To realized that you have a problem, or at least, that you know something is "wrong" ...no matter how "wrong" it may be. Am I making any sense? Maybe not. *shrugs* It'll make sense to me some how.
So yeah, I just really miss a lot of people right now. I can't say I'm sad though. I'm happy, because I know there are people out there that really do miss me. Hm...it feels weird I guess. I'm just not used to it. Hehe. Go me.
Wow, I'm just rambling now. Well, that's what a journal is for I s'pose. =) thanks LJ...you've been there through thick and thin. Thanks to those who also actually take the time to read my entries still. And thanks to my ... nvm, let's just keep it at that.
Cheers.
~Angelo