Sep 22, 2004 23:26
yea so. today school was lame. got info on night school gotta get iti n by monday.go tm y fixed schedule so i go in at 11 again.tonight was good . me and crystal walked around the mall looking for christmas gifts for my brothers and sisters and what not.then we went to merrimac. for some reason i'm starting to feel uncomfortable there.not with crysal . but just the house and her roomates. like i worn out my welcome or something.i feel awkward around everyone.like they don't want me there. i don't know.
and some people i just want to drowned in piss.
i saw my mother today gave her my x mas list. it's week and has fout things on it.
i really want a bowflex and heavy bag and speed bag. i want to get back into it . it's a good stress reliever.i want all the equipment . i need hand pads and some 12 or 8 oz gloves too. and some one to do it with.not many people like getting punched all to shit.cousin steve will do it.
i also want to get crystal some nice things.it's christmas . i have too.
work is going further down day by day. it sucks majorly because that's what i'm good at. getting new work would mean changing everything around and doing all new shit. and if it wern't for my gang working with me. it would suck totally. if any one of the four of us quit. it would fall apart terribly.i like working for ken. he's a good man. and alot of people don't see it but he is a very fair man aswell. dan is quite steamed about a situation that happened over the weeked. i guess nate said he sucked. wich he doesn't at all. he is one of our best workers. and possibly the coolest kid in the kitchen other then myself
. terry was pissed off big time as well.
then word gets out that terry and dan were talking shit about me and nate. i got pissed so i called up terry to find out what the fuck was going on. terry told me his story and it had nothing to do with me.then i get in touch with dan . and his story was identicle to terry's. somewhere storys got crossed up. no one said shit bad about me so i could really care less. dan said he was ready to quit. and terry did too. if they quit i'm out. those 2 are like my family.
and deffinetly 2 guys that are good to have on your side. they'd help me out in any kind of bind.but fuck work for now.
meagan . possibly the coolest of crystals roomates got a big role in a play . actually a couple plays. congradulations meagan. i will come see you.plays aren't my bag of fun . but i'll support you.tom is mega cool too. he is into theatre.again . not my bag but rock on.
i got 2 new cd's . well not new but still good. the best of james brown. he's amazing. such good , happy music. and miles davis and quincy jones live. amazing smooth jazzy shit.
my night is starting to slide down hill. so i'm gonna go watch tv. that's what my life bowls down too.
i want to be a music critic. if your music sucks i will be glad to tell you. maybe i'll do some more writing in my book. remember it will be on sale in the future so start saving.