turning into something i have been trying to avoid?
I used to be a pretty cool chick. I feel like I probably am still a cool chick, but perhaps the burden of adulthood has started to take its toll. Ever since I returned from MSU, every change of scenery has signaled the end of everything beautiful. Carelessness, irresponsibility, aimless wandering, daydreaming, all the perks of being/feeling like a child.
Moving to the city might help change that because there are so many people to energize my spirit. Looking out my window in Wauconda doesnt exactly inspire me, but the city would most likely have a different effect.
I really should be happier now, Im done with school forever, I am working at a job that I usually love, but the only issue is that I have to care about my job and sometimes it consumes me when I am at home, trying to enjoy a day off. My mind hasnt been free in a while. Does that mean its time for a trip? Either in a plane or on LSD.
The one thing that always makes me smile is my halloween costume.
P.I.M.P. 4 LIFE.
GANGSTA.
Im gonna be the hottest pimp eva.
Moving to the city might help change that because there are so many people to energize my spirit. Looking out my window in Wauconda doesnt exactly inspire me, but the city would most likely have a different effect.
I really should be happier now, Im done with school forever, I am working at a job that I usually love, but the only issue is that I have to care about my job and sometimes it consumes me when I am at home, trying to enjoy a day off. My mind hasnt been free in a while. Does that mean its time for a trip? Either in a plane or on LSD.
The one thing that always makes me smile is my halloween costume.
P.I.M.P. 4 LIFE.
GANGSTA.
Im gonna be the hottest pimp eva.