Aug 06, 2005 14:40
So, this is what it feels like to be lonely. I feel down today, tired and down, and hurty. Now before you get the wrong idea i was boogie bording at the beach yesterday, so my arms are killing, i woke up at 7 AM for no good reason, which means i sleeped only a few hours... Good dream though, if only life turned out they way you wanted it to...
I feel so overpowered like i have no say in life right now. heh. Im supposed to go over my cousins house for a family party today, she has a hot tub, and a pool. And i'll finally get to see my youngest cousin for the first time, and hes gonna be a year old this month!!
Everything is happening to fast, and yet not fast enough, ya know what i mean?
Alex