yust un update
so. it is summer. it is prett boring. non eventful. but that is better than drama.
so i started back at chuck e cheese, and since the end of school, i have ONLY gotten weekends, both days only if i am lucky. after asking for more hours with little to no success (all i got was "try calling when its raining"....pft), i decided to start looking for a second job. so today after work, courtney and adam wanted to go to vanity fair, and there was a now hiring sign, so i got an application. i am going to ask CEC if i can get a set schedule, so i can work around that if i get another job. and if i like it better, i might quit CEC. i am also going to try to get a job at school during the year, if i am physically able to. i have too many things to pay for, and i want to do things this summer. i need money asap.
ugh. my room wont stop being a mess.
i have not been motivated to do music at all! i hate it. i love learning about music, but it does not give me the release that it used to. i want to compose, arrange, practice, and learn new instruments, but the thought of doing that bores me. i have been creative, but mostly with sewing. i wish i could be more musically creative.
i want long hair.
what are friends? i made (and lost) friends this past school year, but the summer restricts my time spent with them. i barely have a car, yet alone money to pay for the gas needed to see my friends. and my car is about to die, meaning i cannot go long distances for fear of it breaking down. ugh this sucks. i am happy seeing the people i have been seeing, but i miss so many of my friends and wonder if they feel the same. many of who i call my friends have never really told me what our relationship means to them, so i have no idea where my relationships are with them.
im going to go to sleep. not much of an update, but that is ok.
so i started back at chuck e cheese, and since the end of school, i have ONLY gotten weekends, both days only if i am lucky. after asking for more hours with little to no success (all i got was "try calling when its raining"....pft), i decided to start looking for a second job. so today after work, courtney and adam wanted to go to vanity fair, and there was a now hiring sign, so i got an application. i am going to ask CEC if i can get a set schedule, so i can work around that if i get another job. and if i like it better, i might quit CEC. i am also going to try to get a job at school during the year, if i am physically able to. i have too many things to pay for, and i want to do things this summer. i need money asap.
ugh. my room wont stop being a mess.
i have not been motivated to do music at all! i hate it. i love learning about music, but it does not give me the release that it used to. i want to compose, arrange, practice, and learn new instruments, but the thought of doing that bores me. i have been creative, but mostly with sewing. i wish i could be more musically creative.
i want long hair.
what are friends? i made (and lost) friends this past school year, but the summer restricts my time spent with them. i barely have a car, yet alone money to pay for the gas needed to see my friends. and my car is about to die, meaning i cannot go long distances for fear of it breaking down. ugh this sucks. i am happy seeing the people i have been seeing, but i miss so many of my friends and wonder if they feel the same. many of who i call my friends have never really told me what our relationship means to them, so i have no idea where my relationships are with them.
im going to go to sleep. not much of an update, but that is ok.