i think too much
I've discovered that I get very romantic and sentimental when I'm tired. When I've stayed up past dawn I find I think in poetic variances... I find that odd.
Everyone else probably finds it odd that I keep my USA hockey jersey in my car at all times.. but hey, you never know when you'll get the chance to see some hockey goodness!
I'm heading to Europe this summer for a few weeks with my friend Katy. I'm really getting excited about that, but I haven't picked which weeks I'm going. On top of that I'm trying to afford season tickets for '08-'09 hockey season... oy money.
I do have a job though and get my first paycheck since graduating college on monday. wont be as much as I'd like, they kept cutting my hours because I work for a tax resolution place and at 8pm people stop answering their phones :) I dont actually make any calls, I just search online for phone numbers, but its pointless for the boss to stick around an extra hour just for little ol' me :-p
on the boy scene, I'm still dating Justin... but lately I haven't had the same attraction I had the first couple months. I think I'm in love with the concept of falling in love. I love the rush and butterflies of new relationships.. the giddy feeling you get when you're meeting up with him, the fuss over what you wear and how your hair looks, the desire to just snuggle and kiss.... he has fallen in love with me, but I'm having a hard time returning that affection.
I blame it on grant :) at first, I couldnt fall for justin because Grant still had my heart... but then grant broke my heart by doing a complete 180 in his intentions for our future... I thought things would change now that I had my heart back, now that Grant didn't want it... but he still holds a really special place in my heart and I keep thinking about him.
I can be patient though. Grant is dating again and Justin is a nice guy. right now, I just need to have fun. no more heartbreak for me please. I'll move to denver, hopefully with Katy (still waiting to see if she's coming to denver) get a better job... make a life for myself and then see where these guys fit in.
Its really great that Grant and I are talking. he's a good guy and a good friend. my only problem is that talking to grant makes me significantly more upbeat and cheery than with justin. oh well, I'm just a delirious girl. which translates to being completely silly and nonsensical :)
I need to move. I want a fresh start in a new space. of course that means I should really get around to downsizing all my crap. I harbor envy for those rooms you see in catalogs where everything is organized and clear... very minimalistic.
hard to find the time to start that massive operation though. in addition to working for the tax resolution place I'm also working for my parents for their graphic and web design needs. huge bonus was that I got the Adobe creative suite 3 Master collection covered in my fees, down side is that its my parents and I let them get away with much more than I would with normal clients. I've sent them something like a dozen different logos... visit www.howleymanagementgroup.com to see the site I've come up with just the past day or so. their goal is to launch the site by april 1st (this coming tuesday) but up until yesterday they hadn't even picked a logo *bleh* but we're making significant progress now and I think everything should be done in their timeline.
haha, they're driving me crazy and we're not even done with the project but I'm already sniffing for another client. i'd really like to boost my portfolio, but I should probably take time to get my own domain and site launched (right now I only have the half dozen sites i created for school). what type of web designer am I if i dont have my own site! plus, i think they cut off my server space in the next month or so now that I've graduated.
and... I think thats long enough of a post. I'll try to post more (and shorter) posts from now on so i dont overload you peeps with these massive downloads of my brain.
Everyone else probably finds it odd that I keep my USA hockey jersey in my car at all times.. but hey, you never know when you'll get the chance to see some hockey goodness!
I'm heading to Europe this summer for a few weeks with my friend Katy. I'm really getting excited about that, but I haven't picked which weeks I'm going. On top of that I'm trying to afford season tickets for '08-'09 hockey season... oy money.
I do have a job though and get my first paycheck since graduating college on monday. wont be as much as I'd like, they kept cutting my hours because I work for a tax resolution place and at 8pm people stop answering their phones :) I dont actually make any calls, I just search online for phone numbers, but its pointless for the boss to stick around an extra hour just for little ol' me :-p
on the boy scene, I'm still dating Justin... but lately I haven't had the same attraction I had the first couple months. I think I'm in love with the concept of falling in love. I love the rush and butterflies of new relationships.. the giddy feeling you get when you're meeting up with him, the fuss over what you wear and how your hair looks, the desire to just snuggle and kiss.... he has fallen in love with me, but I'm having a hard time returning that affection.
I blame it on grant :) at first, I couldnt fall for justin because Grant still had my heart... but then grant broke my heart by doing a complete 180 in his intentions for our future... I thought things would change now that I had my heart back, now that Grant didn't want it... but he still holds a really special place in my heart and I keep thinking about him.
I can be patient though. Grant is dating again and Justin is a nice guy. right now, I just need to have fun. no more heartbreak for me please. I'll move to denver, hopefully with Katy (still waiting to see if she's coming to denver) get a better job... make a life for myself and then see where these guys fit in.
Its really great that Grant and I are talking. he's a good guy and a good friend. my only problem is that talking to grant makes me significantly more upbeat and cheery than with justin. oh well, I'm just a delirious girl. which translates to being completely silly and nonsensical :)
I need to move. I want a fresh start in a new space. of course that means I should really get around to downsizing all my crap. I harbor envy for those rooms you see in catalogs where everything is organized and clear... very minimalistic.
hard to find the time to start that massive operation though. in addition to working for the tax resolution place I'm also working for my parents for their graphic and web design needs. huge bonus was that I got the Adobe creative suite 3 Master collection covered in my fees, down side is that its my parents and I let them get away with much more than I would with normal clients. I've sent them something like a dozen different logos... visit www.howleymanagementgroup.com to see the site I've come up with just the past day or so. their goal is to launch the site by april 1st (this coming tuesday) but up until yesterday they hadn't even picked a logo *bleh* but we're making significant progress now and I think everything should be done in their timeline.
haha, they're driving me crazy and we're not even done with the project but I'm already sniffing for another client. i'd really like to boost my portfolio, but I should probably take time to get my own domain and site launched (right now I only have the half dozen sites i created for school). what type of web designer am I if i dont have my own site! plus, i think they cut off my server space in the next month or so now that I've graduated.
and... I think thats long enough of a post. I'll try to post more (and shorter) posts from now on so i dont overload you peeps with these massive downloads of my brain.