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couldn't sleep last night so i wrote down what i was thinking about.
It occurred to me that that Tom might be going out with phoebe, cause i know he likes her, he told me but im not sure, just a guess. but anyway if this is the case why did phoebe make up all that crap about her ex? did she break up with me simply cause she didn't want to be having sex? why didn't she just say something if that was the case? why did she lie? why do i feel angry when thinking about tom going out with phoebe? am i jealous of tom or am i angry at phoebe for lying to me?
other thoughts not about phoebe...
do i like jessica as a gf? maybe i should go out with her somewhere by herself to find out things... but then if i do decide i like her like that do i want to risk the relationship that i have with her but not just her it could risk the relationship that i have with karen and joy because the girls are so close to each other?
Would jessica even consider me as a bf or would she look at me as being younger and therefor of no interest? does she like another boy?
other thoughts that could be for any person...
is the language barrier between first language speakers and second language speakers too big? is it possible to have a good relationship with someone when the communication is not of the same level as it would be with a first language speaker?
It occurred to me that that Tom might be going out with phoebe, cause i know he likes her, he told me but im not sure, just a guess. but anyway if this is the case why did phoebe make up all that crap about her ex? did she break up with me simply cause she didn't want to be having sex? why didn't she just say something if that was the case? why did she lie? why do i feel angry when thinking about tom going out with phoebe? am i jealous of tom or am i angry at phoebe for lying to me?
other thoughts not about phoebe...
do i like jessica as a gf? maybe i should go out with her somewhere by herself to find out things... but then if i do decide i like her like that do i want to risk the relationship that i have with her but not just her it could risk the relationship that i have with karen and joy because the girls are so close to each other?
Would jessica even consider me as a bf or would she look at me as being younger and therefor of no interest? does she like another boy?
other thoughts that could be for any person...
is the language barrier between first language speakers and second language speakers too big? is it possible to have a good relationship with someone when the communication is not of the same level as it would be with a first language speaker?