innocent bystanders
Everyone I have ever loved has made a complete 360 in the past few years. Though none of these changes have affected me in a positive way, I really do hope all of you are happy. No matter what nasty words have been exchanged I do hope the best for all of you because at one time you were all my world. We're all growing up and apart but I like to think it's necessary. Maybe childhood friends hold you back. Keep you from growing? That theory helps me sleep at night, so I'm sticking with it for now. My baby cats are getting bigger bodies and smaller brains. My brain on the other hand is filled with wacky future plans that aren't going to happen on their own. Thanks to you I'm motivated. But I'm assuming you'll follow the trend of those I spoke of at the beginning of this 3 am ramble. Only this time my optimistic attitude will shape shift into a bitter fiona apple full of angst and pms. This cricket is overpowering phil collins and it's ruining my whole night. shlophin.