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yesss. this year is finally over.
ive neverrr been sooo ready for summer in my entire life.
for the most part... this year was incredibly gay but there were a lot of highlights however...
OVERVIEW OF 2006-2007
people change. im still the same girl i was a year ago... fuck though, partying is a lifestyle now. ive met new people, done new things, and tried new stuff. to be completly honest this year was the year where i bacically experimented with EVERYTHING. trying everything didn't always result in the absolute best outcome on school on monday buttt we can all look back at those things and just say " wow... ha even though my life sucks dick now... that was one hell of a night."
we're all just growing up though... and one day we all will look back on highschool and think of all the shit we used to do back then and how crazy we were. we will think how stupid we were to choose partying over grades when we work at some stupid mcdonalds on the corner of M59.
we will make new friends, and keep the old. we will get closer to newer friends and loose old ones. we will meet new boys, new experiences, and our lives will change. we may get heartbreaks, or we may breakdance. we will learn from our mistakes, or we will keep makeing the same ones. we will choose the wrong roads, that may get us lost... or we may choose the right one that will take us to different destinations in our lives.
but one thing ive realized this year, is worry about the future, but don't let it hold you back. you only get to live once. that means one time for highschool, one time for love, one shot to say what you wanna say and do what you want to do, and one time for summer. yes although i didn't care too much for this year, i can say ive had fun. im not going to look back on it though because ive got a whole summer ahead of me. people in this school care to much about everyone elses business and i don't care anymore. this summer, if become a drug addict. you all are going to live with it. if i become a prostitute. you will live with it. if i become the damn president of the united states. your going to live with it.
this summer... i can tell you... im going to forget about regret, im going to live like its my last, im going to get drunk, im going to hookup with boys, im going to cry when my bestfriend leaves for florida, im going to get high, im going to go skinny dipping, im going to go streaking, im going to do whatever THE FUCK I WANT.
BECAUSE YOUR GOING TO LIVE WITH IT.
AND I AM GOING TO HAVE A HELL OF A GOOD TIME DOING WHATEVER THE HELL I WANT TO DO.
so there.
peaceee && love.