Oct 11, 2004 15:15
i swear to god life suxxx. my mom's the biggest bitch ever right now i dont know what to do. she's trying to ban me from Hot Topic and from Becky! what the hell! it's so fuckin gay... she doesnt want me hangin out with Becky because Becky's friends with Jake and she knows bout what happened last year. but its so gay cuz im friends with Jake too... 0oh and she doesnt want me hangin out with her because she thinks that Becky's the reason i've changed... even though i changed a flippin year ago... I meen damn, if i didnt change then what makes her think i'm gonna change now? omg it just reallly pisses me off. so now me and her and Lynsey, Maddy and Ashley are goin to the mall and i asked if Becky and Caitlin could come too and she said no because she doenst want me hangin out with her. she said "let Caitlin be friends with her..." and i was like "she is friends with her and so am i" and then i dont know but she realllly pisses me off. she's mostly the entire reason i get depressed and take anger out the way i do. and i hate it i really do... but i dunno i dont know what to do anymore.. so whatever...