Angels in silence
She says this doesn't hurt I've finally hurt enough.....
My mothers weeding was beautiful. She looked like an angel. I could not Have been any happier even though i cried the Whole time. I know My dad is Looking down at the new family I have and smiling. He would never have wanted her to be alone. Kathy My moms best Friend told me the story of when She was 18 and my dad said to her that he was going to marry that girl and he did. The reception was so much fun I got to see my godfather and all my dads friends along with all my best friends being there for me. I never have been One to really want to get married but I cant wait for the day I do And all my friends.
I have 4 days left to decide what I want. To stay here and work my ass off in school Or escape to paradise. I have always been so sure on leaving everything here behind but now i just have such a great opportunity. I just wished that something would Push me in the way of leaving or something would Keep me here to stay to start something amazing. This is so hard for once I dont know what I want or whats good for me. Life has really taken its turns The direction in which im going I know is the best for me every step i take away is the best. It breaks my Heart to see how certain individuals show their true colors and to be honest it just makes me that much more proud of me never looking back. Nothing can change what you mean to me.
I just got back from 2 hours at the gym and now im at school Suppose to be looking up sources but i finished my paper already. I Started working at a womens shelter.... For woman who have had spousal abuse and have no where to go. Its hard to see but you really feed off of energy and struggles. Time to go home to my baby maxxyyy. My brother comes home soon YAYYYYYYYYYYY
Oh and we love beau
My mothers weeding was beautiful. She looked like an angel. I could not Have been any happier even though i cried the Whole time. I know My dad is Looking down at the new family I have and smiling. He would never have wanted her to be alone. Kathy My moms best Friend told me the story of when She was 18 and my dad said to her that he was going to marry that girl and he did. The reception was so much fun I got to see my godfather and all my dads friends along with all my best friends being there for me. I never have been One to really want to get married but I cant wait for the day I do And all my friends.
I have 4 days left to decide what I want. To stay here and work my ass off in school Or escape to paradise. I have always been so sure on leaving everything here behind but now i just have such a great opportunity. I just wished that something would Push me in the way of leaving or something would Keep me here to stay to start something amazing. This is so hard for once I dont know what I want or whats good for me. Life has really taken its turns The direction in which im going I know is the best for me every step i take away is the best. It breaks my Heart to see how certain individuals show their true colors and to be honest it just makes me that much more proud of me never looking back. Nothing can change what you mean to me.
I just got back from 2 hours at the gym and now im at school Suppose to be looking up sources but i finished my paper already. I Started working at a womens shelter.... For woman who have had spousal abuse and have no where to go. Its hard to see but you really feed off of energy and struggles. Time to go home to my baby maxxyyy. My brother comes home soon YAYYYYYYYYYYY
Oh and we love beau