Being Sick Sucks!
I have been posted up on my couch for the past two days because I feel like im dying =(
The worst part is missing school and falling behind, its going to be a struggle to get on top of my work, but it must be done! Im stressing out like crazy which im sure is only making things worse... but i cant help it. Im going to be making a very large change in my life soon, Im nervous, excited, and just hope its for the best. If its not then meh i tried my best and at least I did not give up. I'm getting older but sometimes i need to reevaluate what's going on and just tell myself Jennifer Your only 19 You have so much room to grow, to achieve, and overcome. The daily struggles just get in the way of the positive thinking process. The month of march is always a hard one cause its my dads birthday and it just induces the reality that he is not here to celebrate it. Sometimes i just get so frustrated that he cant be here for certain events going on with me. I would want him to meet so many people in my life now and just watch me grow by physically being there... its just so hard sometimes ugh. I have been speaking alot with an old friend.. And i will be happy for you if you can just be happy for me too. =)
Now i need to pull myself together for the Dr eppppp<3
The worst part is missing school and falling behind, its going to be a struggle to get on top of my work, but it must be done! Im stressing out like crazy which im sure is only making things worse... but i cant help it. Im going to be making a very large change in my life soon, Im nervous, excited, and just hope its for the best. If its not then meh i tried my best and at least I did not give up. I'm getting older but sometimes i need to reevaluate what's going on and just tell myself Jennifer Your only 19 You have so much room to grow, to achieve, and overcome. The daily struggles just get in the way of the positive thinking process. The month of march is always a hard one cause its my dads birthday and it just induces the reality that he is not here to celebrate it. Sometimes i just get so frustrated that he cant be here for certain events going on with me. I would want him to meet so many people in my life now and just watch me grow by physically being there... its just so hard sometimes ugh. I have been speaking alot with an old friend.. And i will be happy for you if you can just be happy for me too. =)
Now i need to pull myself together for the Dr eppppp<3