THINGS
Something important on your desk: lol the applications with social security numbers 'n' shit...
When you sleep you wear: a hair tie.
If you could afford it at the moment, you would buy: FINLEECE.
Something you don't have a lot of: sex.
If your house was burning and you could only save 3 items what would they be: lappytop... er, that's all i really care about...
MORALS
If there were no side effects, you would enjoy being addicted to: cigarettes. big shocker there.
A time when you purposely hurt someone emotionally: my ex. so? he shouldn't have made me feel useless.
A time you accidentally hurt someone emotionally: rachel... i was just learning how to be... diplomatic about things...
One person you have killed in your thoughts: well, it's in bad taste now 'cause she actually IS dead, but my ex-stepmom.
FRIENDS
Three traits you look for in a friend: lack of sanity is necessary, humor that is funny to both of us, and not wanting me around just because i can do something for them.
Who makes you laugh most often: amy and kt, no contest. though josh dancing on the coffee table last night with his pajama pants up around his chest made me pee a little.
A friend who you can tell anything: she knows who she is ;)
A friend you can go to for advice: i'm sticking with the Queen's answer- all of them.
The best piece of advice you had been given: "Wipe."
Two closest friends: kt and amy... <3
The friend who uses most of your energy: rachel. i never realized how much energy it takes to build someone's self esteem when they don't do it back...
EGO
Your 3 best qualities: humor, encouraging nature, and patience
Your 3 worst qualities: vanity, self- centeredness, and lack of empathy for a LOT of situations
Describe your ideal self: i'd be smarter and achieving my dreams by now.
A compliment that makes you blush: i blush like crazy when my writing is complimented.
You are embarassed when: i wake up next to a random stranger and remember just HOW drunk i got the night before.
The greatest physical pain you ever endured: i think i fractured my wrist on kt's bedroom door.
The greatest emotional pain you ever endured: losing my cousin, Sissy. god, i miss that girl.
Moment you are most ashamed of: my sophomore year of high school
Your best physical feature: my hair. i'm just saying, when somebody tells you that you have "commercial hair" you can't help but think it's awesome.
Who/What makes you happy:
*thanks, mari!*
Who/what makes you sad:
this is my thigh. ugh.
EMOTIONS
Emotion you hide most: i don't have many emotions beyond happy.
The emotion you tend to experience most: happy. i just said that.
The emotion you are feeling most lately: ok, third time repeat.
You have a huge amount of guilt regarding: the chocolate i ate last night :(
When you are angry you need: i don't do angry.
When you are sentimental you need: i don't do mush.
When you are in love you need: to be offed.
MEMORIES
One of your most peaceful memories: three's company movie nights
One of your most tragic memories: driving to Sissy's funeral. the closest i have EVER come to falling apart in front of someone.
One of your angriest memories: looking at the mother fucker who killed her standing next to her casket.
A memory that makes you laugh:
it's blurry, but i'm telling you, it was fucking FUNNY.
A memory that makes you happy: making christmas dinner with my whole family this year. :)
LOVE
Something someone can say or do that you find extremely attractive: truly make me laugh.
Something someone can say or do that you find unattractive: being a dickhole in general.
Two things appealing about people: the ability to laugh at oneself and being genuine
A personality trait you find appealing: knowing the difference between being immature and having a good time
Your secret passion: it's not so secret, but i LOVE creating digital art.
What you enjoy most about having a committed relationship: *vomits*
RELATING
Do you have a bf/gf: he's invisible, but Torsti is the most AMAZING bf ever.
What do you find sexy about them: his voice, his laugh, his passion about the less fortunate people. oh, and then there's this:
GUH.
A place where you want to have sex: torsti's bed, with just him and me in it.
A strange place where you have had sex: i've not been lucky enough to have someone adventurous.
What drives you crazy (in a good way) about this person: i mean...
just look at that expression.
What music is on when you have sex, or is it the tv?: i haven't had sex in so long i don't even remember what's on...
Favorite song to have sex to: er... "push it"?
Describe your mate physically: you know the good thing about a famous bf? you can google him and FIND him.
Describe your mate's personality: he's incredibly hyper, considerate, grumpy at 5:30 am, and constructively critical. and he's got a wonderfully creative mind.
You feel most attractive when: my size 11 junior jeans fit
Favorite thing you like to see your mate wear (clothing wise, don't say naked): his leather pants and a button-down shirt. or a tank top. or boxers. and he really rocks out in my polka-dotted fluffy pants. :D
What would you like your mate to do more of: kick his friends out of our room. xD
FINALLY
If you had more time alone you would: be published.
If you had more patience you would: be able to use rollers in my hair.
If you could change one thing about your physical appearance what would it be: my nose is too big
If you had no commitments what would you be doing: snowboarding in Finland
If you could have one super power what would it be: the money touch
If you could start all over: why would i want to do that? i HAVE started all over, and i've almost got it right.