I know something's wrong...
I feel like i could explode at any minute.
Last night i seriously could have walked home from ryan's.
in the cold.
I get in these moods where the littlest things make me want to just beat the shit out of someone.
Yes it makes me sound insane...but oh fucking well.
...
I watched the OC yesterday.
It was magnificent as always.
I need to find my OC music cd. I had like 20 songs on it...i absolutely loved it.
And i have no idea where it went. I need to smoke right now.
...
One thing i hate when i get in my raging moods is that i get mean, to especially brian.
And i hate being mean to him. I really do.
I honestly don't know what gets into me.
AND no it's not because i'm a "raging/hardcore bitch".
I know what i need to do.
BUT i don't want to.
...
I think i have social anxiety disorder.
Last night i seriously could have walked home from ryan's.
in the cold.
I get in these moods where the littlest things make me want to just beat the shit out of someone.
Yes it makes me sound insane...but oh fucking well.
...
I watched the OC yesterday.
It was magnificent as always.
I need to find my OC music cd. I had like 20 songs on it...i absolutely loved it.
And i have no idea where it went. I need to smoke right now.
...
One thing i hate when i get in my raging moods is that i get mean, to especially brian.
And i hate being mean to him. I really do.
I honestly don't know what gets into me.
AND no it's not because i'm a "raging/hardcore bitch".
I know what i need to do.
BUT i don't want to.
...
I think i have social anxiety disorder.