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[poisonthewell00]

Of all of the fears I’ve grown to love
I’m frightened the most of missing you
I punish myself for finding joy
And focus on what I have to lose
It’s hard to believe in what he says
When I have the strength to silence lies
Hearing now I feel secure

I know it’s worthy of the pride I sacrificed
And all of the tears I cried tonight
Show me faith I dream about
As long as you’re here I’m strong
And I’ll believe in every word I heard you say tonight
Finding peace despite tonight
You’re the strength I lack tonight
and steadier than I am

You’re folding your fingers into mine
You tell me that healing comes in time
It won’t be the same again
Do you believe in rebirth and lives becoming new
It’s hard to believe in much now
The weight is crushing me now and cutting off my air
I’m finding hard to stand at all

You’ve gotta relate to this
I want you to tell me yes
Knowing you have my trust
Believing it’s for the best
Feeling this vulnerable
Letting down every wall
Not looking down on me
My walk becomes a crawl

I want the winter to have died and turned to spring
I’d see the cold and frigid glances passing through
We’d watch the grass begin to power through the soil
We’d watch the grass begin to power through the soil
We’d watch the grass begin to power through the soil
We’d watch the scales fall

I know it’s worthy of the pride I sacrificed
And all of the tears I cried tonight
Show me faith I dream about
As long as you’re here I’m strong
And I’ll believe in every word I heard you say tonight
Finding peace despite tonight
You’re strength I lack tonight
and steadier than I am

And I’ll remember every bone I heard that broke tonight
Seeking solace from the light
My eyes have seen too much tonight
My ears have heard their full
Will you remember all the times you said you wade with me
Through the dark till we can see
All the sharks with clarity
You’re steadier than I am

p.s. Zella Mayzell is amazing