This sick, strange darkness

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I don't have the slightest inkling what's going on. My thoughts are slowed. I'm semi- sleeping at normal times. At least, roughly 2 am to 10 ish. But I just feel like crying all the time, still.

I'm applying for a new job, in case Prudential doesn't work out.

I still want to die.