Plans

[poisonpau]

Secretly, that's how I'll describe it
to you slowly sculpting that idea that I'm
planning to leave you
for the sake of and out of
leaving you
in hope of bringing myself back

I'll perform it at the table on the stage
and in my mind
playing and toying with its seriousness
and how I don't have a choice
listening and picturing how real it will be
how you'll be fine and how easy it will be
for me to be
alright

Heart heightened hopes dangled
waiting for that instance that you'll want it enough
for yourself
to hold me back

unless of course

unless,

Of course.