boys suck!
So i was an emotional girl today! I had to be in the gym today for 2 hours while the underclassmen took tests and saw dustin from accross the gym and just started balling! i couldnt help it! then i went to class was ok then then i balled all theough lunch then all through pe and a lil bit after i got home!! i just cant get over how dissapointed i am. Imean the kid cam e to my sisters funeral took me out alot and wrote a song about me!! and now he just blows me off like nothing i swear people never cease to amaze me!! yea well my dad and step mom are arguing and its hard cuz there is all this other stuff that comes out besides the topic at hand. like tonite it started out as a fight about how my dad should call if hes going to be late coming hame from work and then it escalated into how shayni is not getting over Sara's death and that she needs to try harder to be there for kami it just amazes me the shit they end up arguing about. I miss Sara its been a month tomarro and it feels like forever ago! not that i am over it or anything just that the last month has been so hard that its felt like an eternity and it feels good to be able to finally take a breathe though a small one b/c theres a long road ahead of us but at least we know that we can make it through!! well im all outa words!!! Ivy