cried myself to sleep
i miss zac.
plain and simple.
i fucking got the pillow he slept on and threw it in my room.
WHAT-THE-HELL-IS-WRONG-ASHLEY-E-LOCKHART!!!!
i miss big brother.
plain and simple.
i didn't do a damn thing to his "room".
(he would kill me if i did)
i just want to roll back about 5 days.
maybe do some things different.
i am not looking forward to school.
senior-itis my ass.
i have figured out that i do not want to grow up any more.
i can just befriend some 21-year olds, right?
i could just stay 17 forever.
wishful thinking.
urgha. i just want to dissappear right now.
maybe to texas?
i can be such a bitch.
plain and simple.
i fucking got the pillow he slept on and threw it in my room.
WHAT-THE-HELL-IS-WRONG-ASHLEY-E-LOCKHART!!!!
i miss big brother.
plain and simple.
i didn't do a damn thing to his "room".
(he would kill me if i did)
i just want to roll back about 5 days.
maybe do some things different.
i am not looking forward to school.
senior-itis my ass.
i have figured out that i do not want to grow up any more.
i can just befriend some 21-year olds, right?
i could just stay 17 forever.
wishful thinking.
urgha. i just want to dissappear right now.
maybe to texas?
i can be such a bitch.