theres to much scaring when i BLEED
ok well thing seem to either be goin rele good or rele bad for example of the bad: me and my parents, me goin to prout, me not gettin my period, me cryin like every night for no reson, me hateing myself, me going back to my self destuctive ways, me being the ugliest thing to ever walk the fuckin world like for once id like to look in the mirror and not pick my self apart n then realize im never ganna be pretty.... n alot more i just dont no what im living for anymore i like try to act all happy in front of every one but rele im dyeing slowly and sometimes i just want to help myself out n make it go by faster but dont wrry ill let u all no b4 i do nething gay
the good: me n my friends and joe i want u all to no that u guys rele help me n things suck at home but ok this will sound gay but u guys r my family n the reson im not dead is bc ive got the worlds best friends and bf like everytime i go n cut myself one part of me says look at all the bad shit in ur life just cut deep and leave it all everyone and everything will be better if ur not around fucking up n the other half is like stop u have somthing to live 4 but w/e im just a fuckin basket case and my life is only ganna get better then bad aned over n over again so y deal with it nemore im soo fuckin done with it!
i love: JOE, JAZZ, ERICA, BRI, KELSEY, SARAH, KT, ASIA, KIM AND FUCK IT IF U HAVE BEEN THERE FOR ME I LOVE U!!!<3
"Who I Am"
Another night again
Another journey without friends
Another fight to wish away the loneliness I live
Another circus show
Another face that I don’t know
Another night of people asking what I have to give
I thought that I would drown
But it’s okay right now
[Chorus:]
And all the miles away I feel a part of me I have to fight
Buried somewhere deep beneath my skin
The emptiness in me is faded
And I can see my life is waiting
Now I know I’m living for who I am [2x]
The fire grows inside
The feeling cannot be denied
And everywhere I turn the size of guys they push me
And all has fallen down
But it’s okay right now
[Chorus:]
And all the miles away I feel a part of me I have to fight
Buried somewhere deep beneath my skin
The emptiness in me is faded
And I can see my life is waiting
Now I know I’m living for who I am
And everything seems great and everyone is fake
No one really knows you
Look into their eyes
Rip off your disguise
Let them see the real you
[Chorus:]
And all the miles away I feel a part of me I have to fight
Buried somewhere deep beneath my skin
The emptiness in me is faded
And I can see my life is waiting
Now I know I’m living for who I am [2x]
ok so theres this song by hawthorne heights n like this line got me thinkin: she keeps on askin do u think it hurts much to die cuase its so much harder to stay alive 2night shes ganna find out how much it hurts to take her life. ok so i used to cut to that song n thats how i feel right now im soo fucking cunfussed i need help
the good: me n my friends and joe i want u all to no that u guys rele help me n things suck at home but ok this will sound gay but u guys r my family n the reson im not dead is bc ive got the worlds best friends and bf like everytime i go n cut myself one part of me says look at all the bad shit in ur life just cut deep and leave it all everyone and everything will be better if ur not around fucking up n the other half is like stop u have somthing to live 4 but w/e im just a fuckin basket case and my life is only ganna get better then bad aned over n over again so y deal with it nemore im soo fuckin done with it!
i love: JOE, JAZZ, ERICA, BRI, KELSEY, SARAH, KT, ASIA, KIM AND FUCK IT IF U HAVE BEEN THERE FOR ME I LOVE U!!!<3
"Who I Am"
Another night again
Another journey without friends
Another fight to wish away the loneliness I live
Another circus show
Another face that I don’t know
Another night of people asking what I have to give
I thought that I would drown
But it’s okay right now
[Chorus:]
And all the miles away I feel a part of me I have to fight
Buried somewhere deep beneath my skin
The emptiness in me is faded
And I can see my life is waiting
Now I know I’m living for who I am [2x]
The fire grows inside
The feeling cannot be denied
And everywhere I turn the size of guys they push me
And all has fallen down
But it’s okay right now
[Chorus:]
And all the miles away I feel a part of me I have to fight
Buried somewhere deep beneath my skin
The emptiness in me is faded
And I can see my life is waiting
Now I know I’m living for who I am
And everything seems great and everyone is fake
No one really knows you
Look into their eyes
Rip off your disguise
Let them see the real you
[Chorus:]
And all the miles away I feel a part of me I have to fight
Buried somewhere deep beneath my skin
The emptiness in me is faded
And I can see my life is waiting
Now I know I’m living for who I am [2x]
ok so theres this song by hawthorne heights n like this line got me thinkin: she keeps on askin do u think it hurts much to die cuase its so much harder to stay alive 2night shes ganna find out how much it hurts to take her life. ok so i used to cut to that song n thats how i feel right now im soo fucking cunfussed i need help