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the harsh realization came and punched me in the face this past week. i will never have a summer vacation again. gone are the days where i can work a 5 hour shift and then sit by the pool until forever. i guess i dont have a lot to worry about seeing that so far this summer has been pretty gross. whatever. i started my internship on tuesday. its from 9-2 monday -thursday and i work from 3-9 monday-thursday and all day friday-sunday at the gap,when they give me the hours. i still have no money and im still tired all the time. the internship is good, not as glamorous as i wish it was but im learning a lot that i wouldn't ever learn in school. yesterday jen moved her cat here. sophie is not pleased but he doesnt seem to even notice her. i hope she gets rid of this bitchy tude and goes back to being adorable. ive gained a lot of weight over the winter and i want to lose it but i just havent been motivated. i told brian to watch me but i think ill just eat well around him and not on my own . most of my friends still havent seen my house. everyone is like yeah! i want to see it but no one is ever willing to come over here. i sent out rent check here and writing a check that is $125 less than before is so great. last night brian and i went over wes and lori's and we drank fancy wine that i dont know anything about and and hung out then brian and i came back home and sat together in the record room for a few hours. my life !