stood at the edge of the water tonight..and I cursed your skyline
i'd like to sadly say... i'm so sad & lonley
(SIGH) . . .
I cut my hair SHORT and also went to Dennys with Root and John, lastnight...........Then i hung out in Giant Parking lot where all the Mid Valley kids chillax hah, and i whitnessed a hit fight... it was halarious...seriously Becky told me i looked like marilynn monroe lastnight haha (that i laughed at) haha......................I also told someone online just now to fuck off...!!!
I did nothing all day... Went for My meet at the Beauty Bar.. It was overwhelming, and awesome..They seriously are the best, they shouldnt even be in the mall, there too good. haha anyways....I went to Mastercuts to visit my friend Catie, we discussed about gettin packed for boards and going the same day... then ughh we chatted about our personal lifes for an hour.. haha i love her.
So yeah i came home... sat around and went to the Movies, with Bobbie jo and Alexa.. to see the longest yard... it was halariousssss... i love it... im going to buy it when it comes out.. i will be quoting lines from it for a week... We discussed leaving for Jersey on Sat. For alkaline trio, and we are most likely staying down there... haha i'm happy with that.. anything to get out of hereeee. (maybe i will meet the guy of my dreams and fall in love and never come back) ...[[highly doubt that one]]
krissy's baby shower on sunday... (awww!) <333
hmm...
i think i'm giving up
i lay in my bed alone, every night (well more like morning)... and when i fall asleep, and wake up... i'm still all alone.. i hate it.. what good is a air conditioned bedroom..a bed, pillow, and blanket, when you don't have anyone to share it with?... why can't i have someone?... why can't i be lucky?
goddamnit.....i'm usually not like this.. I usually push people away and rather being alone... maybe im growning up?...ohh maybe
...sorry i was caught up in a chatroom i started.... sheeshhh
that took up some time...
ugh yeah anyways.....
i'm just gunna leave with a huge pictue of my ass, john took..
here is to my mom... she can kiss my ass, that bitch pushes me to do shit i dont want to do.. =(
i want to be a pirate...
and walk a plank.... UGHH
i'm not happy..
and im going now....
gaabyee....
help me?