May 02, 2007 23:08
planning my wedding is probably the most insanely surreal thing i have ever done. Chris is a gem, and so helpful. i love my man. in just under 4 months, I'll be a married lady. who knew? i had my first round of jitters today, but Chris put my mind at ease in a matter of 2 minutes. i cried a little, vented, and felt way better. i don't know why I'm so emotional these days. i guess the idea of being someones wife just makes me feel funny. i could not be happier, or more excited. i feel so lucky, and filled with love. well, my future husband just came back, so I'm off to cuddle.