This is long over due.....
So, as I sit here looking at pictures from the beginning of my highschool life, to the end, all I can do is cry. Not in a sad way though. These past 4 years have taught me alot, molded me into who I am today...and there's alot of people I need to thank for that. You all have touched me and taught me things that I'll hold with me forever, and I'm going to miss all of you. I regretfully know that not everyone keeps in contact, and as it already appears, it's really difficult to stay in contact even if you wanted to. I just want you all to know that I'll always be here, I'm always up for a coffee date, going to the bar, random walks, shopping or even just watching movies at someones house.
I'd like to say a few things to 4 certain people who have been big parts in my life, whether they know it or not. I'm not doing everyone, because some would take forever to write about, and others would make this post disgustingly long.
First ofcourse is Sarah. You've been my friend, and my enemy since grade 9, you've taught me the most. I love so many things about you, and hate others. You've always been the one who has been there for me, even if I let you down. If I needed you, you were there...and you still are. We've already begun to lose contact, and I'm sure you can tell that I've been trying to keep it. Everyday of my highschool life (if we weren't fighting haha) started out with me finding you, you always made my morning bright with your crazy, bouncy, confidant self. I admired you. It didn't matter what was going on in your life, you were strong and didn't let on to anyone. I'll never forget all our sleepovers, you helping me through my many boy troubles (always with the same boys, still to this day haha), me helping you with the same, the days we've cried together, or held eachother, our midnight walks to Alex's, or that long, long walk to Brett's. You were the biggest part of these 4 years, and I love you for it. We may not be as close, or love each other as much...but our bond is still there. I hope that where ever we both end up, we never forget, and we always know that we're here. I love you and I thank-you for everything you've taught me.
Cassy would be the next on the list. Oh Cassy, how random you are. I'll never forget our awesome, random meeting or the fact that you had a lime green mohawk and dressed in such mis-matched, punk-rock attire. You've grown into such a beautiful, classy woman. You're so intelligent and one day, I know you'll use it well. You may have some serious troubles with relationships, but that's why I'm here haha. I've always thought of you as the person I took under my wing, I always tried to make things better for you, keep you on track, make sure you're okay. My mom and a few other people joke around about me being your mother. I just want the best for you, to see you happy and succeed at everything. You put so much into our friendship, and I'll never forget any of it. You will always be my crazy roomate who doesn't allow people in the kitchen, sings everything she does while cooking, Dr.Phil and Oprah loving, drunk bath tubbing, James Nesbit bridge drinking best friend. You're still to this day an important person in my life, and I hope that never changes. I hope to one day see you become the lawyer you want to be, find a GOOD guy and settle down and yes, it will happen one day. I love you baby. Be strong.
Britt. My lovely Britt. I worry about you, and love you so much...I'm pretty sure you don't even understand. You're so gorgeous, and you have such amazing potential to be what ever you want, be who ever you want. I wish you could see it yourself. I wish there was some way I could show you what I see, what other people see...you'd be so surprised. You may have only been with me for my last year,(if you don't count when we were super young) but dear god you made such a large impact in my life. I've never grown so close to someone, so fast. I've never worried about someone so much. I would put you on a golden pedestal for life if I could, show you all the right ways to get through life...but I can't. All I can do is be strong and be here for you. You help me so much, and know me so well. You're my angel. Without realizing it, you picked me up off the ground, helped me get strong and protected me. You're still so young, but so wise for your age. Great things will come from you if you just be strong and take care of yourself. I'm never going to let you go, whether you like it or not haha.
The last is someone most wouldn't expect, since we never really became close, nor did we spend alot of time together. Crystal. You are so talented, I've always been in awe of you. You always knew things about us all, and could see things. You worry, and it's sweet. You are one of the people who make me want to try, work my hardest, succeed and whatever I decide to succeed at. You give me drive, and I don't fully know how. I don't think of you as our age very often, you're just too wise. You're my Dumbledore haha. I'll never forget our English class together, that was amazing. You always manage to make me smile, and if not smile, you make me learn something new. I love that about you. You're going to accomplish so much in life, everyone knows it. You really need to chill out though, don't stress yourself out. I really don't even know what to write for you, just that you're such an amazing person. I wish you luck with everything. Thank-you.
Other names I would love to write about would be my Alex-Lee ofcourse, Matthew, Kitty, Jason, Tyndall, Krista, Marie-anne, and Diana. They were all extreme parts of my life and I wish them all the best. It would take me years to write everything I wish I could for them. I love you all.