Because you're all so perfect, and I'm so insignificant..

[poisoned_lover]

I hate this. Fuck you all. You all find ways to manipulate me into to getting thr answers on the advice or whatever else is your sad excuse for even talking to me. And if you don't do that you leave me or ditch me for someone who's more popular and better than me. Because I'm not cool and oh so fucking perfect and all your new friends are beautfiul and quick with a joke that makes you like them more..it's pathetic, why I even crave for this [attention]charade of false hope and that friends [mortal enemies] are real and true [malice] love exists. That life's some fucking [disaster] fairytale. That I'll be [dead] okay soon. That you'll still one day [slice my throat] hold me. I only exclude 4 people from this message. Brittany, Dave. Sigh, and August. You guys seem to not care how cool I am or at least don't act embarrased in front of your other friends and still talk to me..I'm going to go [drown] shower. Have a beautiful [breakdown] day.
[Hate] Love you [none] all. Communication's end.[The sad bitter truth.]