Smiles
Its strange how things work out really. How watching an old episode of America's next top model lead me back here, but it is all for the best. I read Erika's last posting, well, half of it actually, and had to smile. Erika, you are my Erika, time and place can not change that. I need you and could not imagine life without my little pumpkin toes. Life ha just been very hectic in the past two weeks, yet i am calm.
Nearly 40 hour work weeks with tests and papers squeezed in between was killing me. Gabe and i were both very busy a few days ago we didn't get to talk much. Thats what brought me down the most, but alas i work, he goes to ivy college, it is bound to happen. Luckily, the next day was fixed with a lovely hour long phone call and long happy instant messages. Right now things are great, and i couldn't be happier. We seem to have incorparated eachother into our day so well, and i feel wanted by him, which is the best feeling one can ever have.
I was bumed when the offical word of the maybe trip during thanksgiving was called off (damn black out dates) but just as well, now i don't have to stress about getting my paper done before hand. Today was supposed to be my one sleep in date, but due to bug dreams, the necessity to pee and my father, that didn't really happen. My dad came early to check the battery on my car, and it's either compleatly dead or its not the battery. Either way , its gotta get towed =( . I hope it is fixable, i love my little Posie, though i have enjoyed the walking and the plans to invest in a bike.
The only reeally sucky thing that is going on is Jennifer. I haven't seen her in over two weeks now. I tried calling her to get together last weekend, but no return calls or texts. We were supposed to have lunch friday but she blew me off with out even a phone call. Then I left a message on her phone saying i atleast needed my libray book back that i checked out for her, and i got a text saying she'd return it after work. But did she? No. I walked to the library today, still not returned. The librarian was cool though and extended my hold on it. But come on, curtisey? I know were drifting apart but come on, thats just rude.
I hung out with Jace today and he says she goes back to Blanco everyday to see Matt. So she wastes her whole paycheck on gas, when she owes so many people money. That girl really needs to start thinking about her life instead of just doing whatever the hell she feels like. What makes me mad is she never expands herself. She relies on the looks and intelligence she was born with to get by, and doesn't take very good care of either. She missed class registration this week, so if she does ever dane to sign up for classes, she won't get ones she likes, or will only take a few classes, or none at all. But she would rather go stay with Matt and play house, instaed of taking this seriously. Thats why were pulling away, we have nothing in common anymore. She won't open up to new experiances and clings to what she knows. Which can be okay, but thats not how i want to live, nor can i see the advantages of that viewpoint. All i can say is good luck raising your five kids on a job with out a college degree.
That was very Jennifer ranty, but its whats bothering me. But if she wants to be like this, its alright, its her choice. But she needs to be a grown up and fess up. REPENT!!!
Now i must brush my teeth and remove the coffee stains and focus on my hot steamy affair with one young George Washington. Oh yeah, its gonna get steamy!
Nearly 40 hour work weeks with tests and papers squeezed in between was killing me. Gabe and i were both very busy a few days ago we didn't get to talk much. Thats what brought me down the most, but alas i work, he goes to ivy college, it is bound to happen. Luckily, the next day was fixed with a lovely hour long phone call and long happy instant messages. Right now things are great, and i couldn't be happier. We seem to have incorparated eachother into our day so well, and i feel wanted by him, which is the best feeling one can ever have.
I was bumed when the offical word of the maybe trip during thanksgiving was called off (damn black out dates) but just as well, now i don't have to stress about getting my paper done before hand. Today was supposed to be my one sleep in date, but due to bug dreams, the necessity to pee and my father, that didn't really happen. My dad came early to check the battery on my car, and it's either compleatly dead or its not the battery. Either way , its gotta get towed =( . I hope it is fixable, i love my little Posie, though i have enjoyed the walking and the plans to invest in a bike.
The only reeally sucky thing that is going on is Jennifer. I haven't seen her in over two weeks now. I tried calling her to get together last weekend, but no return calls or texts. We were supposed to have lunch friday but she blew me off with out even a phone call. Then I left a message on her phone saying i atleast needed my libray book back that i checked out for her, and i got a text saying she'd return it after work. But did she? No. I walked to the library today, still not returned. The librarian was cool though and extended my hold on it. But come on, curtisey? I know were drifting apart but come on, thats just rude.
I hung out with Jace today and he says she goes back to Blanco everyday to see Matt. So she wastes her whole paycheck on gas, when she owes so many people money. That girl really needs to start thinking about her life instead of just doing whatever the hell she feels like. What makes me mad is she never expands herself. She relies on the looks and intelligence she was born with to get by, and doesn't take very good care of either. She missed class registration this week, so if she does ever dane to sign up for classes, she won't get ones she likes, or will only take a few classes, or none at all. But she would rather go stay with Matt and play house, instaed of taking this seriously. Thats why were pulling away, we have nothing in common anymore. She won't open up to new experiances and clings to what she knows. Which can be okay, but thats not how i want to live, nor can i see the advantages of that viewpoint. All i can say is good luck raising your five kids on a job with out a college degree.
That was very Jennifer ranty, but its whats bothering me. But if she wants to be like this, its alright, its her choice. But she needs to be a grown up and fess up. REPENT!!!
Now i must brush my teeth and remove the coffee stains and focus on my hot steamy affair with one young George Washington. Oh yeah, its gonna get steamy!